Confused

I'm very quiet
very shy
very geeky
and rather nervous in front of the crowd

but now I've changed
I have become the opposite
I'm indifferent, beautiful, good
I do for you

because I think
you do not like my style first
but, I think again
'good to me when he was geeky, but why now weird?' I've changed my appearance

aaaa ...
I'm confused
I love geeky when you first
or do you like me now that cool